Lonely.........just feeling again that familiar heavy feeling covering all my soul, makeing it feel so unable to move, so cold, so sad, don't wanna try to think. It makes me stay, just there, waiting for something to make it go away, set me free, bring back the peace, but it just don't happens, nothing changes, not at all, it just get worse, I don't even expect happiness, just calm and peace...why dosen't it comes and helps me get warm?