Lately everything is weird, really, I don't understand, is just...I keep going on, trying to think that this don't matter, is just a silly careless detail, but it isn't, is it?? You know the truth,even if you try to hide it, even if you try to fool yourself, it is sad, really, at least accept the true, and do something, I don't care what, well...no, I care, but, but, anything is better to just santd there and watch, and do nothing, I know, it's hard, isn`t it?? isn't it realy really hard?? ISN'T IT?? just tell me why? why?....