the only thing that I find worthy for me to do, is to die...I wish I was dead...I really wish I was dead....

I just can't let go of you...

somebody...please love me...please....

why don't you love me???

why am I such and idiot?

I wish I was important to you...

I wish I didn't exist....

someone please tell me how to fix a broken soul...what to do with my broken heart....

what to do with stupid me...

stupid me....

stupid me....

how could you ever belive that actually somebdy would be with you?

why anybody would do that?

It's not like you are special or something...you are just another really stupid girl...

you don't worth it, not the love, respect, attention, or anything else...

you are just an obstacle in the way...

you are so damn anoying, horrible, stupid, ugly, why would anybody love you???

why woud anybody do that???

please...somebody..please..love me...stay by my side...even if I am so...so totally undesirable....